I was recently chatting with a woman
named Kirsten Ortiz who I learned has 81 Heart for Africa Christmas ornament
angels on her Christmas tree, and nothing else other than lights. I asked her why she would do that, and
this was her response (shared with permission). You will want to read to the end.
“In November of 2011, I stood in the unfinished kitchen of what was to be the El Roi Baby Home, imagining what this place was to become. I imagined what it would look like with children in those rooms. And at that moment, God tied my heart to Heart for Africa and to Project Canaan. I came home from that trip changed and would never go back to being the same person.
Anyone
who knows me, knows that among the things I love most in this world, family,
children and Christmas are at the top of my list. I have always loved
Christmas and decorated early…like seriously early. I usually decorate in
October, but have been known to start in September. November would just
be unheard of! But things were different after my trip to Africa when I
saw how little people in other parts of the world had and a struggle in my
heart began. How could I buy bows, lights, stockings, and other Christmas
knick-knacks when there were babies on the other side of the world who needed
that money to pay for their formula and diapers? I could choose to spend
less on me, and more on them. Christmas of 2011 was painful, as it often
is for someone who has been on a mission trip when they try to process all that
they saw and learned.
By
Christmas of 2012, El Roi had opened and 22 precious babies called it home.
I had been praying for these babies by name with my daughter. That
year I was overwhelmed when my sweet six year-old daughter decided firmly that
she did not want to receive presents, but instead wanted people to donate money
to the baby home. Our 2012 family Christmas picture reflected the changes
taking place in our hearts.
I
traveled back to Africa in the spring of 2013 and the struggle I wrestled with
grew stronger. How do I balance my life here in America with the great
needs there in Africa? I can’t forget the things I have seen and I can’t
un-know the tragedies and horrors I have learned about. God will hold me
responsible for what I do with this knowledge. We had already simplified
our lives in many ways so that we could help others simply live. So, when
Heart for Africa announced in September of 2013 that the Swazis working in the
Khutsala Artisans Shop had made angel Christmas ornaments, it was clear to me
what I should do. Since I simply love Christmas and God had placed on my
heart the children of Project Canaan (which by the time Christmas rolled around
was now 47 precious lives), I needed to buy one angel ornament to represent
each child. I placed an order for 60 ornaments figuring it allowed for
additional babies and was beyond excited. Then only days after I ordered
the ornaments, my heart broke as I read that Solomon had passed away.
When the ornaments arrived, I decided that I would add a nametag for each
child. That year my mother graciously let me put my angels on her tree
and I knew I couldn’t leave Solomon out so I put his angel ornament at the top
of the tree. My daughter amazed me again
by asking for donations to the new toddler home instead of presents.
Well,
the babies kept coming in 2014, and our family has continued to pray for each
child who calls Project Canaan home….all 81 of them. As we near Christmas
of 2014, I have already decorated of course. I have fewer decorations
than I did years ago, and the ones I have are more meaningful to me. But
the decorations most meaningful are my angel ornaments. They bring me joy
in the spirit of Christmas, and I also feel blessed to know that the money
spent on them served a double purpose in providing income for hard working
Swazis and funds for the baby home. We ordered another 40 ornaments this
year, and I’m hoping that will be enough! Our tree is covered in
reminders of the precious lives that God has seen and protected there in
Swaziland. As I stand and look at our tree with these reminders, I close
my eyes and remember standing in the baby home, empty, yet God had plans to
fill it. And my eyes fill with tears and my heart fills with joy as I
prepare to go and meet these children in a few months. I am just in awe
of the God we serve and His perfect plans for all these little lives and the
lives of all who are connected to them. I am grateful for the obedience of
His servants who have supported Heart for Africa and these children. And
I am in love with a Savior who died for me and all the other sinners in this
world. This is Christmas to me.”
I have been inspired by Kirsten and her
family and have decided to put a Christmas angel ornament on our Christmas tree
on Project Canaan, with each with a child’s name on it, just as the Ortiz
family has done.
If you would like to purchase an angel
ornament for a specific child, please put that child’s name in the Comment
section when you shop. Each year
we will add angels as more children come to us. When the children grow up and leave Project Canaan, they
will be able to take their angel with them. You are also welcome to send that child a Christmas card in
the mail, which will also go in their treasure box. The address is:
Heart for Africa, PO Box 433, Lobamba, Swaziland H107.
Now, doesn’t that make you want to start
shopping and also order a few ornaments for friends and family?
Order yours on line by clicking here.
Live from South Africa … I am almost home
from my 2.5 week journey to Asia!
Janine
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